I have been walking up and down those dark stairs..
Everyday. And then entering a mildly lit room, a corner with my stuffs.
Night comes down and then do you. I suddenly then end up sleeping, waking up again, to a faint day ahead.
Little things no more produce that excitement of the first time. I have been buying earrings, and will be scolded for the same, when I get back. Maybe.
But there are so little things to keep yourself happy, when things just don't make you feel good.
The best part of it all... Acceptance....
That's a different joy, satisfaction and what else do I say...
It has become all mixed now.
I am scared, weary, smiling... sleepy..
But I guess this is how it is... Living by yourself...
Everyday. And then entering a mildly lit room, a corner with my stuffs.
Night comes down and then do you. I suddenly then end up sleeping, waking up again, to a faint day ahead.
Little things no more produce that excitement of the first time. I have been buying earrings, and will be scolded for the same, when I get back. Maybe.
But there are so little things to keep yourself happy, when things just don't make you feel good.
The best part of it all... Acceptance....
That's a different joy, satisfaction and what else do I say...
It has become all mixed now.
I am scared, weary, smiling... sleepy..
But I guess this is how it is... Living by yourself...
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