Day 35

At times he behaves such stranger like.. As if I don't have any right to him.. 

He doesn't try to understand how hurtful it is, that I risk everything I have, for him.

And he talks against me.. 

And I can't really talk anything and everything with him. He is my best friend, true,

But I ain't his.

Whatever we talk, he reports it to his best friend..

I feel alone..

Betrayed..

I wish he knew.. I wish he loved me..

Day 34

If you ask me, yes you are my everything.. Like I already mentioned..
And I know that you don't like talking to me.. I speak all shit.. trying to hold you..
And that you wanna break free. 
You may go in fact.  

I will just have to stay with the frightening fact,
that you aren't there anymore..